Angel's Cry

Alhamdulillah and many praises to Allah for His bountiful gifts and the inner strength He gave me to share my experience with all of you. As we bid goodbye to Syaaban, Ramadan is already here. Many thanks to Allah for sparing my life to live until this Ramadan in hope that I'll do the 'sunnah' as well as the 'wajib'. Ramadan is the month where Al- Quran is delivered through Prophet Muhamad S.A.W to be read, understand and do by humankind. So, if we read a letter in Al- Quran during Ramadan, Allah will increase our 'pahala' to 70 times! In conclusion, don't let your Al- Quran dusty in the cabinet or lying unattended as your 'pahala' nowhere progressing.

As we've entered Ramadan, I cried whenever I remembered whomever passed away already. My late grandfather and grandmother, my uncle, my cousin and even my teacher. We shed a tears when we lost someone but we have to get on with our life. There's no use crying out loud as they departed to another world. May their soul are blessed and among the pious one.  

A New Day Has Come...

Alhamdulillah, despite never ending workloads and unconditional times, I thanked Allah for giving me time to update this blog. My practicum is doing well so far and next week is observation time! (sighed) Next week will be the busiest week ever since my practicum started last three weeks. Anyway, I think I'm ready for it and with Allah's willing, everything going to be safe and sound.

Besides that, another major event is just around the corner. Yes, Ramadan al- Mubarak is at the edge already! Ramadan is considered the most awaited and regarded as one of the holiest month is Islamic calendar. In Ramadan, all Muslims are compulsory to fast before the break of dawn until the dusk with certain conditions. Ramadan also is the "purgatory" as the devils are chained away from humans. And like previous year, I'm going to celebrate Ramadan away from hometown again. But this year is quite different because I'm going to celebrate Ramadan in practicum. So, break fasting together, terawih, Lailatul Qadr are things that are most look after in Ramadan. In this coming Ramadan, I hope that we all can find serene, solace and solidarity thus bringing ourselves closer to Him as a hadith said "Rejab is the month of Allah, Syaaban is the month of the Prophet and Ramadan is the month for my ummah". InsyaAllah.

 Beginning of Ramadan is mercy, the middle is forgiveness and the end is freedom from fire...

 

Adieu!

At last, my most awaited movie this year finally out! Yeay! Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows Part 2 finally coming to town. Although the premiere was scheduled on 13th July, I wasn't able to watch it due of my workload plus the energy consumed to watched it. Anyway, enough of the babbling and back to track. Thrilling, powerfully acted, and visually dazzling, Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows Part II brings the Harry Potter franchise to a satisfying -- and suitably magical -- conclusion.

In the epic finale, the battle between the good and evil forces of the wizarding world escalates into an all-out war. The stakes have never been higher and no one is safe. But it is Harry Potter who may be called upon to make the ultimate sacrifice as he draws closer to the climactic showdown with Lord Voldemort. It all ends here. And yet there is much to revel in. What a treat to see the magnificent Maggie Smith back from the sidelines to fire things up as deputy headmistress McGonagall. Blending young talent with British acting royalty has always given the series distinction. Save a cheer for Matthew Lewis who gives unsung Hogwarts hero Neville Longbottom his moment in the sun.

In my opinion, the movie was okay although not to my expectation. But, based on overall the movie has succeeded beyond limitation. 

H.A.T.E.U

Alhamdulillah, I'm thankful to Allah because still giving me the inner strength until this very moment to pour ideas and spread it among you. It is now the second week and somehow I having a typically emotional upset (H.A.T.E.U). I'm not sure the main cause of these problems but I think due to pile of workloads plus not enough rest are the reason I'm having these kind of problems.

I'm a bit stressful at the moment because my practicum portfolio is still unfinished and my lesson plan book is nowhere progressing. I'm also quite distressed due to my life in Granado Espada which I haven't online for ages; I'm craving for the new costumes for my characters and I'm dying to play Granado Espada again. (sighed) I really hope that I can online again and enjoy the game.

 I want this Iberis costume for my Brunie...

 This Corchicum costume suit Lisa well...

  De L'ange Souriant costume make Claire looks like a smiling angel (winks)...

Transforms...

Alhamdulillah and countless thanks to Allah the Benevolent for still giving me the strength to write on this blog and share my knowledge with you people. One week already passed by, which means only left seven weeks before my second phase of practicum ends. Speaking of practicum, I've been posted to Sekolah Kebangsaan Utan Aji, Kangar which is nearer in distance compared to my old school. 

The best part of practicum is you're free from normal classes workloads and your work schedule depends solely on the school program. But instead of that, your workload is thrice the normal one. Updating portfolio, writing daily lesson plan, creating teaching aids, generating ideas for pedagogical innovation and personal theory which is mental torturing and physically abusing. (haha) plus endless jobs waiting at school such as relief classes, extra curricular activities and so on. But, if you're really committed to teaching profession, you won't look the workloads as a problems but as a stepping stone to become a excellent teacher.

Although the environment here considered as better compared to my old school, somehow I still missed my students. Their innocent looks and their respect to teachers really moved me from being timid and not confident to a more outspoken and patience person. And as my promises to metamorph to a better person, I'm still on my way towards the goals. 

And for side story, I've watched the most anticipated sequel to the Transformers franchise this year, Transformers: Dark of the Moon. It’s about a Cybertronian spacecraft that is concealed on the moon. There is a competition between the Autobots and Decepticons to find the  spacecraft and discover its secrets. After watching the movies, I'm slightly disappointed with the movies although the trailer was so exciting and thrilling. The action was too much and overshadowed the story arc. It once again stars Shia LaBeouf. Since it’s dropping its main lady, English model turned actress Rosie Huntington-Whiteley will be replacing Megan Fox. (so sad) But for action lover, this movie is perfect. Luckily I'm not a die-hard-fan of Transformers. This is said to be the last film of the popular franchise, ending the battle between the Autobots and Decepticons. It’s due to be released in theaters June 29, 2011 in 2D, Real D 3D and IMAX.

And my most awaited movie is coming to town next week. That's it! Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows Part 2 is drawing nearer. So, for Potter fan around the globe, be ready to cast a spell on the magical date 14th July 2011! 

Long Hiatus

As'salam and very sorry for the long delayed. I've been quite busy recently and don't really have time to update my blog. Anyway, it's been quite a story while I'm away and a lot to be catchup later. Firstly, I've been moved back to hostel after some persuasion and recommendation from trusted peoples. I thanked Allah for His bountiful gift and continue praising His Might. Well, this is qada' and qadar plus a bit of effort. And again, I thanked to all that helped me in facing this entangled situation.
 
Next, I'm 21 years old already! Already qualified to vote in the coming election. Haha! But, I still think that I'm still immature and a bit childish. Anyway, I thanked Allah for sparing me to live until this very day. His Gift is infinite and yet I never appreciated it. I'm hoping by staying in hostel will eventually lead me into a more pious person. And many thanks to both of my parent for still loving me and showering me with border less love and uncountable support in everything I do. I really love you, ibu and ayah! And thanks to my ruddy brother (haha) for still respect me as brother and friend, my lovely little sister for being caring and compassionate towards me, and my family for being through thick and thin with me. And special thanks to all my friends because still considering me as your friend (haha) and helping me in building my self esteem. You all are great, guys! And to my students which I previously taught, you all are like diamond in the dust, I'm so proud knowing all of you, you all are my star and I pray that you all will success in your life. And many thanks to all the people which I do not mentioned previously, I'm sorry because I'm in a hurry, you all are really amazing and really wonderful person, it's been a great honour to know you all.

And insyaAllah, my second phase of practicum will start tomorrow. Quite eager and the anticipation is running high, I pray so it will be smooth as I expected with Allah's will. More to come in the next post!

♥Home Sweet Home♥

Yes, the sweet smell of home is drawing nearer. Although I still got one paper left, my heart is leaping to go home and I totally don't really care about the paper. And yet, a lot of workloads waiting for me at home. -.-" Rearranging old files, sorting unnecessary items, preparation for the next phase practicum, throwing old junks (although didn't works sometimes) and many mores house chores awaiting. And not to forget, a reunion with old colleagues.

Holiday is the most awaited event in the calendar as many of us plan so much activities during that period. Basically, during this short period of holidays I hope I can finish up all the work piles that I've been planning since so long. And of course, in this holiday will be a perfect time for family gathering, old friends reunion and a romantic date (haha). Many will change in the new semester, insyaAllah. Hopefully in this coming semester will be a huge turnover for me. And once again, happy holidays everyone!